I havn't talked to him yet. My life is pretty fucked up accompanied by the fact that I havn't had a decent night's sleep. So all y'all people wanting a kid, you better think about that other than the idea that having a baby is real cute. Because you won't be thinking she's cute when you only get 3-4 hours sleep every night, you are aggravated by your guy who thinks you aren't haggled enough as it is, and to top it all off you have to deal with a baby that doesn't feel like sleeping yet, or cries all night.

ARRRRRRRGGGGHHHH. I need a babysitter that will work for free during the night. I could deal during the day but i also need my sleep so i can be in the right frame of mind! Yeah yeah, I know, I should organize my way around the day. But I don't feel like it either. and besides, do I really need to do that? Like really, really, REALLY NEED to do that?

Tapos he's being an ass pa minsan. I don't have time for that!!! I don't have the effort to deal with that ALL THE TIME! He's being such a prick! He doesn't understand me, and he doesn't have the time to understand me either, and worse of all, he DOESN'T want to take the time to understand me!!! I don't hafta deal with this!

And I hope YOU'RE reading this! Just so you know how fucked up I've been feeling the past few weeks. And this is really really straight na because I don't want to WASTE time trying to reach you through HIDDEN MEANINGS and even if I don't give hidden meanings, you STILL OVERLOOK EVERYTHING!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Fucker.

Oh, and another thing. Baka naman isipin mo IKAW yung sinabihan ko ng fucker! Will you for once please stop being such a Narcissist and get real?? You know I couldn't say that to you and even if I did, I wouldn't. Maybe after we break up, if ever, but NOT NOW. Oh, I don't think you know that either. a LOT of things you don't know! Oh well, I know you're gonna stumble into this blog of mine maybe tonight or tomorrow. Who cares? I don't care anymore. I hope you shrivel up and deteriorate. Yeah, you can look up the meaning of that at this site: DICTIONARY.com. Ayan! So you know what I mean! THAT'S HOW BAD I FEEL AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT!