I havn't talked to him yet. My life is pretty fucked up accompanied by the fact that I havn't had a decent night's sleep. So all y'all people wanting a kid, you better think about that other than the idea that having a baby is real cute. Because you won't be thinking she's cute when you only get 3-4 hours sleep every night, you are aggravated by your guy who thinks you aren't haggled enough as it is, and to top it all off you have to deal with a baby that doesn't feel like sleeping yet, or cries all night.
I need a babysitter that will work for free during the night. I could deal during the day but i also need my sleep so i can be in the right frame of mind! Yeah yeah, I know, I should organize my way around the day. But I don't feel like it either. and besides, do I really need to do that? Like really, really, REALLY NEED
to do that?
Tapos he's being an ass pa minsan. I don't have time for that!!! I don't have the effort to deal with that ALL THE TIME
! He's being such a prick! He doesn't understand me, and he doesn't have the time to understand me either, and worse of all, he DOESN'T
want to take the time to understand me!!! I don't hafta deal with this!
And I hope YOU'RE
reading this! Just so you know how fucked up I've been feeling the past few weeks. And this is really really straight na because I don't want to WASTE
time trying to reach you through HIDDEN MEANINGS and even if I don't give hidden meanings, you STILL OVERLOOK EVERYTHING!!!
Oh, and another thing. Baka naman isipin mo IKAW
yung sinabihan ko ng fucker! Will you for once please stop being such a Narcissist and get real?? You know I couldn't say that to you and even if I did, I wouldn't. Maybe after we break up, if ever, but NOT NOW.
Oh, I don't think you know that either. a LOT
of things you don't know! Oh well, I know you're gonna stumble into this blog of mine maybe tonight or tomorrow. Who cares? I don't care anymore. I hope you shrivel up and deteriorate. Yeah, you can look up the meaning of that at this site: DICTIONARY.com
. Ayan! So you know what I mean! THAT'S HOW BAD I FEEL AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT!